When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest,
eyes that will see you at your ugliest,
lips that will kiss you in both instances,
and a heart that will love you at your worst,
then you have found true love.
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes.
That is why it takes courage to love,
knowing it might end anytime ...
having faith will make it last.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of,
and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter...
hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that sometimes love enters
through the back door and before you begin to notice it,
it's on it's way out.
Have you ever loved only to let it go?
Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?
Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why?
Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman
but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty
nor the right word to say when you like a person
but love really matters when we share our thoughts,
our minds, and our hearts...
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin,
but for a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades
and the skin would grow old
but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.
Never be afraid to fall in love.
It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pain,
but if you don't follow your heart; in the end you will cry
even more for not giving love a chance.
If someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them.

jingo drew this fr me :d

guang wei kor told me to say this to anonymous :
i dont entertain ginna pihs (:

The veronicas - When it all falls apart.
Nick lachey - I cant hate you anymore.
Evanescence - Call me when you're sober.
Pink - U & Ur hand.
Shayne ward - No promise.

these songs are dead good(: yea & i heard them on MTV music charts.
went to download them on limewire!

ANONYMOUS, eh why dont dare put real name uh.
eh humji sibo - wu ji you put your name down luh.
deborah also nvr huan tio you , you go her board kbkp.
nnbccb! hong gan luh -

:D went to baby's house ystd. had a hard time asking him to prepare.
then went down to houg plaza , slacked & all.
then homeeee!

Argh! cant sleep, must be the teh-tarik i had with baby ):

heee! just back from hougang plaza today.
just now went downstairs to meet baby.
went up again took my skl.
went down then up again to change\make up.
then cabbed to hougang plaza with baby & daniel.
went to have dinner, more people came.
then went up to billard , chatted with gillian.
then went downstairs slacked & unfortunately an bais came.
& baby got screened.
went up again , guys billared then on the lift down ivan went mad.
then everyone was squeezing , xingsi and i were the victims when the guy play-fights.
hahaha! then fookiang&co went home.
slacked awhile then homeeee!

PARTNER : heee! no worries , you are my partner. i understand luh! be happy alright , im always here for you :D

boooring! went downstairs to meet baby yesterday , slacked then went home. & baby fell asleep while using the computer. hahaha!
that pig & look at the picture on your left. i finally learnt how to crop & colour the background of my pictures.
:D

mom woke me up @ 3, prepared then cabbed to lavender ICA building.
saw my lady , sofia :D damn shocked luh , chatted with her awhile.
apply for a new passport , took passport photo & it sucks luh!
after that went to Bugis , bought prawn taiwan pizza.
walked around , wanted to buy a new pair of shoes but nothing caught my eye.
bought sushi for dinner then home :D

baby is out majiong-ing @ Ruixiang's place.
so i decided to stay at home since i know nuts about majiong!
boooooooring!

- bad stomach-ache!

Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness on the soul
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

&Baby , i give my heart to you :D

i raced with baby downstairs & i won ! :D
cabbed to baby's house then went to hougang green!
met up with sam&justin. then baby dota-ed.
had a drink at kopitiam then went to botak's house.
slacked then homeeeeeee!

ilene & brell called -
i miss them :D

hellooooo.
i received ilene's letter today & im damn happy!
heee. went for dinner with baby then headed back to his place.
then went to kovan , guys billard-ed then had supper @ 644.
went to meet daniel&co , headed to prata house.
then when we were leaving , daniel drove the car & eugene went to hug the front luh! everyone was looking , damn embarrassing!
heh then daniel drove me home , slacked awhile with baby.
then homeeeeee.

my bad headache is killing me):

HELLO!

chatted with Youjing yesterday , it was our first chat but it seemed like we knew each other for a long time (: & she's one great girl i nvr regretted knowing.

prepared & all then went to look for baby.
headed to plaza sing , met weijian & chengchuan.
chengchuan dressed like a bouncer . haha!
& weijian keeps saying he wore a tube inside.
had macs then walked to cuppage.
after that walked to somerset mrt pick weijian's gf & headed to
far-east. walked around then went to marina square.
had dessert & off to boat quay.
went to blue dolphin , chatted with farliana as guys were still considering on which pub to enter -.-
saw jackson, zhi kai , derrick&co. then finally went to Wow bar.
had chivas & baby got drunk!
left @ 3am , cabbed home & zZz.

Steamboat @ Marina south with jon&co was fun :D

went downstairs looked for jacq.
& we went to slack at some void-decks.
helped her with her english & a lil of physics.
then she went home because the thought having dinner with her mom which she hardly speaks to makes her happy :D
i went home , prepared then went to bus-stop to look for jon & joclyn.
then we cabbed to Marina south.
saw giselle&co then girls one table , boys one table.
haha! betty was damn cute! the sight of chicken wings make her excited.
drank a lil with giselle & joclyn.
mrt-ed home :D

Steamboat @ Marina south with jon&co was fun :D

went downstairs looked for jacq.
& we went to slack at some void-decks.
helped her with her english & a lil of physics.
then she went home because the thought having dinner with her mom which she hardly speaks to makes her happy :D
i went home , prepared then went to bus-stop to look for jon & joclyn.
then we cabbed to Marina south.
saw giselle&co then girls one table , boys one table.
haha! betty was damn cute! the sight of chicken wings make her excited.
drank a lil with giselle & joclyn.
mrt-ed home :D

Hi people :D
woke up soo early because Denise said she wanted to meet me.
in the end , she said she cant alr.
& my computer is running so fast recently ..
it takes just a click to load my friendster (:
how great ! ( take note of sarcasm )
marina south steamboat for dinner tonight with baby :D

& i told jacq i was going MS for steamboat.
then she went ,
jacq : mama so than ?
me : huh! mama so than ?
jacq : mama-sodan!
me : mulhamad sultan ?
jacq : YEAH! dont know how to spell!

how cute luh !

just reached home.
baby came to find me today & we went to Chomp chomp for dinner.
stingray & lala - was damn full luh!
then we cabbed back to my house.
slacked then baby went home :D

Tuesday

- at home for the whole day.
- wrote a letter to aiai.
- walked to the letterbox , posted it.
- had sushi for dinner.
- didnt meet up with baby for a day.
- tv tv tv tv
- eat eat eat eat
- online online online online
- nail chipped , hurts like hell ):
boooooringg!

<-- baby's lousy photography skills.















Pictures taken on WeiJie's 18th birthday chalet (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALINA MOMMY <3

& im so addicted to F.I.R's 天天夜夜 -
i keep singing it till baby gets soo fed up with me :D
baby came to look for me , headed to his place.
scanned pictures & drank some bird nest his mom made.
then went to punggol nasi lemak centre for dinner.
ate till i was damn bloated.
then we went to net force , look for yicong & junlong.
then homeee (:

cheryl , this is for you (:

1 Put your music player on shuffle
2 Press forward for each question
3 Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4 Tag 5 ppl on their tagboard to ask them to do this
5 Bold the questions and with your answer, give your own comments on how it relates on the questions

How are you feeling today? hurt , zhang dong liang ( hahaha! because baby broke his promise )
Will you get far in life? the stars are blind , paris hilton (err , okay.. maybe as rich as paris hilton ? heh)
How do your friends see you ? why cant i , liz phair ( why cant i be like them ? :s )
Will you get married? Public Affair , jessica simpson ( hahah! )
What is your bestfriend's theme song? breaking free , high school musical ( no idea luh )
What is the story of your life? window shopper , 50cents ( wahlao): means i can only window shop ? )
What was primary school life ? lian ai pin lu ( :s )
How can you get ahead in life? Astrada , just another day ( hahah! )
What is the best thing about your friends? Cyndi , wo hui hao hao de ( err.. okay. )
What is in store for this weekend? the all american rejects , P.S i love you.
What song describes you? Angela , pandola ( :DD )
To describe your grandparents? Beyond , 海闊天空 ( nothing to say. )
How is your life going? Beyond , 遙遠的PARADISE ( paradise ? )
What song will they play at your funeral? Dj Fabulous , so i love you baby ( haha . my friends love me :D lmao )
What does the world see you? BOA , girls on top ( -.- )
Will you have a happy life? A neverending dream ( haha! my life's gna be a nvrending dream ? )
What do your friends really think of you? Million tears ( playboi mix ) ( i always cry ? :s )
Do people secretly lust after you? Bu gong ping , jenny yang ( unfair ? )
How can i make myself happy? walk me home , mandy moore ( i'll be happy if someone walks me home. lol )
What should you do with your life? paint my love , m.l.t.r ( paint my love .. ? -.- )
Will you ever have children? purest of pain , son by four ( hahaha pain ? )
5 people to do this: kaiting , denise , rara , brend , jacq :D

Saturday
prepared & all then went to meet baby. then we headed to cp.
met up with weijie then i went home.
changed & all then peitong & meiqi came.
slacked then went up to my house to eat.
& we went to the bus stop to wait for baby.
headed to amk.
dj-ed & pool with baby.
paisay vone * nvr wait for you come .
then went back serangoon . had supper then slacked awhile & home.

baby came over to my place today..
he bought me SKL strawberry :D
prepared & stuff while he was using the comp.
then headed to his place.
waited for him to bath then sam came.
slacked & all then waited for vincent.
& we all headed to pearl centre to look for xingsi.
ahhh! they were putting tattoo.
i got so tempted, i wanted to put another one.
a pretty lil tinklebell on my ankle.
but baby dont like it ):
so .. shall go colour my tribal butterfly.
then decide on putting others.
headed to PS after that . looked for fabian&girl.
then walked to cineleisure, took neoprints.
then went for movie & homeeee :D
baby was so afraid after the show . HAHAHA!

THUNDER )':
-screaaams-

finally fell aslp at 4.10am after tossing & turning on the bed.
BUT .. the thunder woke me up @ 11.30pm.
& worst still , its friday today -
>:(

baby came to look for me.
& he told me i looked like a vampire because of my two front tooth.
then i told him ..
me : actually im a vampire
baby : you know something ? actually i love vampires.
hah! slacked downstairs then headed to kopitiam .
drank green tea & i keep adding green tea into baby's milktea.
slacked for awhile then home :D

argh! whats wrong with me ! i get angry over the slightest matter.
& i vent my angers on others & boy is the one who suffered most.
): holy shit !

& i was at home for the whole day. was supposed to meet boy to TM.
yeah .. but he waited for sam & dota-ed till it was 7pm.
& we dropped the idea.
had crazy fun with my sister just now.
was painting with my sister. lol !
& she played with the glow-in-the-dark pen.
& i got my face covered in UV ink. ewwww -
what if i get cancer & die .. what if my face rot ! hahaha!
then boy called & we chatted on the phone.
ahhhh - i hate my monthly periods.
its taking control of me ):
& my nicotine lvl is low.. urgh!

had a big quarrel with baby ):
went home & changed.
then went down to look for him.
cried & stuff.
well .. baby, i really cant afford to lose you.
thought about it just now .
its all my fault..
im .. impatient , ignorant , bad-tempered & everything.
im the cause of all this troubles.
baby , i'll change & i really dont want you to always give in to me.
i dont want you to bottle up everything inside of you.
but im really glad we are back together :D
i'll cherish everything from now onwards.
because i love you & i really do!

boy & kor came to find me today .
then we went to Plazasing.
walked around .. slacked.
then took neoprints & waited for jacq & guy.
they came , slacked then went back to houg.
went to have dinner at KFC.
then went back to baby's place.
scanned the pictures & stuff.
then home.
&baby : thanks for the glassbottle with coloured stones.
< 3

& girl ,for that matter we settled to today .
i wont blame you neither would i blame jacq.
i dont want to blame the innocent for nothing.
soon .. the truth will come to light.
:D

:D ohmy, have anyone of you ever felt the feeling of frantically searching for something & finally found it!
it feels dead great !

& the dumb me thought boy was missing . because he called @ 2pm and told me he was going home. but i called @ 3.15pm & he dint not answer.
i got even more worried after jacq told me that she couldnt contact her guy too.
& she was afraid he got into a bike accident. but finally baby called me & he told me he dint answer my call because he fell asleep on the bus. OHMY!
but dont worry darling .. im sure you can find him alright.

& to that bitch : well , if the contents or pictures of my blog are an eyesore to you. you can always choose to leave uh! you got a choice not to enter.
maybe .. you dont know the feeling of being loved & to loved .. so you decided to pick on me? hah! fat hope , whore!

cabbed to baby's place , watched tv.
then went to hougang green for dinner.
went to look for kp then bought fries.
& went back to baby's house.
then went home :D
going to PS with him tomorrow.

i see a love that burns eternally.
& for those people who cant enter MSN live messenger.http://forums.keeptouch.net/showpost.php?p=1625680&postcount=22

argh! i cant sign into msn messenger luh.
so many people cant either.
now theres only 12/282 online in my list.
going to boy's house soon :D

& muack : photos are deceiving (: , you are ?

hello hello !
yay! jacqueline called to tell me that she know whr aiai is.
because jacq's friend in same remand as her.
ohmy! hopefully .. jacq's friend can smuggle my address in.
then aiai will write me letters :D
just hope aiai will be safe & healthy inside.
i miss her soo much !

just got home , went to have dinner at the coffee shop with boy.
then went home to change & headed to compasspoint.
walked around then went to Daniel's house.
lol - daniel damn funny luh! then slacked awhile.
went home with boy.
:D

MUMMY HAS GONE MAD ! ):
S.O.S please someone come help me,
call the police & locked her up in the asylum !

^^ just woken up , still feeling v tired.
had a small little tiff with boy over the phone ystd then he came to look for me.
went to look for fabian&justin at houg green.
then had dinner then we went to sengkang to look for weijie.
slacked under his block then we decided to go to punggol.
had prata supper then walked to see whether the haunted white house was still there.
because weijie said it was demolished alr,but how could it be?
so we walked there & the house was still there.
but this time from the mrt station we have to cross the road.
unlike the other time i went , we dont have to cross the road.
so we walked nearer & i felt something like a snake gliding around my leg.
then i shouted laa! eww.. but i supposed it the grass la.
so we continued walking in , but when we walked nearer to the house.
alot of dogs started barking , when we stopped walking , the dogs stopped.
but we couldnt get into the house because it was locked alr.
so we walked out , halfway through , weijie used a leaf to touch my back.
but i dint thought it was him luh. haha! until we got out , then he laughed.
cabbed back to sengkang & slacked.
after that cabbed home , boy came up awhile then he went home.
& i went to slp @ 6.20am but i got up at 2.30pm. ohmy ):

^^ hi people!
dint blog for th past few days because i was over at Weijie's chalet.

Wednesday , 6th Sept
woke up & waited for Ju. went downstairs, paid her cab fare. & she came to my house, slacked & all then i prepared and went to meet boy and sam. then went to boy's house. sam accompanied ju home because he was forced. haha!
then took boy's PS2 then we went to houg green , met up with fabian & kp.
had dinner then headed to Pasir ris costa sands.
then gambled the night away.
thn walked to mac for supper & slept for a while.
cabbed to boy's house in the morning. bathed then slept for a few hours.

Thursday , 7th Sept
went home with boy , prepared & everything then cabbed down to chalet again.
gambled & chikeong was v funny la! hahaha.
then walked to mac with giselle&co bought mcflurry & went to pool.
saw doris's guy! then headed back to chalet, gambled then slept.

Friday , 8th Sept
went to compasspoint for breakfast with boy then headed to ahwhite house!
slacked & all .. then went homeee.

Sofia : linked you up alr ^^ loves!
Fiona : NANA! i miss you tooooo!

*waves*
just got home ..
sam & jon came to look for me then we cabbed to kovan.
met up with ruixiang&co then they pa billard.
after that , went to have dinner.
shared a big big plate of fried rice with boy ..
ate till i was dead bloated then rui xiang spilled his soyabean suddenly!
got real shocked , i shouted , damn throw face!
then went to heartland with boy & bought something for his sister.
&amp;amp;amp; went back to find ruixiang&co then headed homeeeeeee!

i'll be your hope , i'll be your love , be everything that you need.

Morning Afternoon people!
was chatting with rara mommy yesternight on msn.
but her msn was kinda crazy .. she couldnt reply after a while.
so she replied me through the personal message!
haha - i likeeeee ~ it feels like im speaking to a moderator.
& dumb boy forced my sister to wake me upppppppp today!
haha - thats why i woke up so early today.

hi world !
woke up @ 2.30pm today. waited for brenda to come-
she came , took her green jacket & left for school.
then i prepared & all then cabbed to boy's place.
he was bathing laa .. then left me outside.
hah then he got ready ,went online , waited for yi cong..
then boy on long hu men for me .. but i fell asleep while watching.
maybe was real tired .. then kor came.
boy burnt some things .. then we bus-ed to houg plaza.
met up with sam & co. then bus-ed to bugis.
on the way .. fell asleep, finally reached.
went to have dinner , then walked to village.
nothing much then headed back to junction & arcade.
then mrt-ed to houg , cabbed home (:

&that loose bitch is getting on my nerves! >:(
!@#$%^&*&^%$#

just woken up & jon & co are over at houg plaza. so.. might be going over later :D

well , darl - you are busy everyday. not i nvr jio you out lar.
you got time to go out with yishun frns then why cant spare some time for me,
since you said we hardly meet now ..

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
O二O九O六

just got back from a long long long & super tiring walk @ boat quay.
woke up today , prepared then went to meet jon.
then cabbed to 684 find sam & justin.
then cabbed home to change.
& went to serangoon central to look for lu.
aft tt cabbed to sembawang , acc kaiting while she laser her angkong.
then went to amk , was intending to go sengkang.
but cabbed to beach road instead.
met up with wei jie & friend.
then me & jon cabbed to boat quay , met up with giselle then slacked.
walked till my legs nearly break & we still cant find weijie.
so we cabbed home.

i love today !

REPLIES TO TAGS :
mel : you are melinda ? heh - of cos i still remembered you.
& i'll always remember our so-called clique, k.i.c.k.m.e girls!
lotsa <3>

haziqah : i miss all of you guys too =b

brend : i love ya too

kai : koh boy fren - i miss you laa !

teir : heh! maybe of my complexion ): saddening!

mashitah : i miss you too , my geog partner ! <33

deb deb : daughter , now hardly talk to mommy alr - but i still <3>

shah shah : thanks girl , i really miss you too. well , im going back next yr.
but we are still able to meet each other =b must buck up on maths eh.
dont let maths pull you down ! loves.

shit! thinking of my long post which i typed out & was about to publish it when my internet windows closed. damn heart pain la xD
HAHA! so now shall just summarized yesterday's happening.
woke up @ 6am suddenly for no reason ,
used th comp till 7.30am - called jon ; denise called.
then prepared & cabbed to serangoon mrt (whooping 6bucks from serangoon nth).
met up with denise , her guy , yeancheng , denise's sis-in-law.
waited for jon&sam , then we mrt-ed to harbourfront.
took th bus into sentosa , went to palawan beach.
played sand fight , took pictures.
then had lotsa fun - washed up then took th charter bus back to harbourfront.
on the way , saw one little indian who got his face painted into a tiger.
& he was really cute laa - yc and me were snapping pictures of him.
& his reactions really made us laugh!

FUN DAY @ SENTOSA ^^v